author of the article Nicodemus is the Speaker of
cd called home for the first time be the messenger of bad news:
- Patrick, tomorrow I am to be in the hospital, prepare my things, I do not know whether I'll be back.
- first in Gregory? As long as its not going, I do not believe in anything.
- and so it is already too late.
- Nicodemus no joke, we will go tomorrow to Gregory, to see your results and popytał to his friends.
- Do what you want, you do not even know how I feel, it is simply indescribable. You, and in a moment you might not be. I can not even write, speak, stand straight, I'm very tired.
- enhancing medicines you bought will be fine. Listen to me, it's still not certain in these cases need to consult with several doctors.
- About przejęłaś role of optimist, I always said that this decision, not a character trait. Family
blowing up my phone every few minutes, came old friends, colleagues - everyone was thrilled, but rational Gregory. I thought - how quickly the "killing" the information is given. Accent was positive - received in this time of love.
endured in the hospital one day after completing two treatments, I asked for print:
- The main study has been carried out, can you go home, will you come to the nurse.
- Good Doctor, I'm not going anywhere.
- More accurate results will be a few days.
In the apartment, looking at what we have done things not yet done, and how big projects are waiting for completion, delighted in the music. Music has always calmed me and motivated. Just flew Pat Metheny song - "Sueno Con Mexico", and then track, you always listen to the speeches: zilent Zpott - "Harisson City."
After this short time retorted hundred so strong "anchors" that a strange pleasure in a few days, almost without sleep, I wrote "unknown Black Door," "Lost Days", "full success" and motivational story. After twenty days were extended his two books: "Motivation without borders" and "Rebirth of the Phoenix."
However, in this period were the negative aspects: belittled, gushed, cursed the world and close to people. I was frustrated, and the most creative person on the ball Earth.
After a month, with the deteriorating state, have developed two training programs (that exist somewhere in space between the atom and the magnetic hard drive).
At that time Greg asked me to do additional testing in their hospital and discontinued medications. Every day I went
to bed thinking that I can see my daughter one last time, last time my wife, the last time the setting sun. Last time I write something and say. Were filled with discouragement when I told myself, "not now, hold on, let the my all. " Again, music lent me strength, "Rue De Soleil - Dreaming Of ..."
Why can not I live as before? I know that I have not much time, so will use everything I have. From that day until this day I go to bed at 23 and gets up at 4 am. I stopped to speak publicly and wherever they appear on the walls I wrote out the best quotes and definitions to build my personality in his youth, believing that everything will work out.
A few weeks later, when Greg told me the positive information, frustration gone. The specialist was the best friend of Johnny's - the head of the clinic. In the following days, Gregory confirmed what he thought - I was cheated.
- Niko is a blatant lie, you're genetically predisposed to certain diseases of the lungs, but you never smoked, your father is still alive and healthy. To have consulted with three specialists. I'm sorry you only that it took so long, you're healthy, maybe not quite, but now we know what ails you. You are dehydrated and have a certain type of bacteria in the respiratory system.
- [silent]
- I do not know what research you did in the clinic and hospital, but these treatments are very painful, and you just talked about injections. Be the first in Ukraine and Russia last year, have an effect. This strain of bacteria develops long return for the month to the old form.
After a few days I called quickly to the lawyer and the local "osiłka.
- Hi, Mr. Jas.
- The better you feel, and the gentlemen next to you then who?
- Johnny, Johnny thought about it a long day. If I did not have the knowledge and awareness of mind, probably I would be dead, zostawiłbym wife and daughter. You would have a young, ambitious man on their conscience, sorry - in your mind is too ambitious, because the thinker. You know Johnny gave me more than a hundred training that I completed, thousands of books that I have read and personalities that I knew. You sit here every day popchnąłeś me more than any known human technology and knowledge. You are a genius Johnny. How do you repay?
- I do not understand.
- This is my lawyer and the two local strongmen. They are here so that you do not commit this mistake a second time. Johnny you are free to choose with whom to talk to.
- I'll call the police, do to be!
- A lawyer stood up and said - "Where there is emotion, not logic, as Mr. Marshall says, it's better for us to be here by the police."
- Excuse me Mr. Nicodemus, let's get it like civilized people. Mr. results ...
- Psiiii let you calm down, how could you do it? Each patient tells you a deadly disease and urges friends to this practice. As you imagined it? When I wanted to tell the whole truth? Imagine that you come to a lovely 70 year old man who has no money, is ailing and the only person he talks to a lady selling bread. Despite many visits to his condition deteriorated, and you continue your "please take these drugs will be better."
- Harry, you see, suddenly, the man thinks to himself: "I go to another doctor, he can handle anything?" He had every right to think so, you probably know the pyramid Maslow'a and described there needs?
- Of course.
- you hear that the patient is in your friend, and utters these words: "the main doctor is not a pro, only the person who is experimenting," very zezłościłeś. This wonderful man had a major need to feel well, and most importantly, survive. Your offended pride automatically suggested to the idea. My friend down in the hierarchy had no choice and sent this man back to you, so you can kick as hard you can. Harry checked
who is this man and what it does? Decided to play chess and have come to the point. Downed a professional "motivator" to the shoulder, but you know for how long? On one day! During the day I collected endless amounts of energy and jumped like a trampoline, I was described, an older man, would be lying dead. Further history you will not hear. Your concern would be in the future, and the article written by journalists asking for your contact information.
with a personal mission statement: "do not do to another what you unpleasant" I had to forget about the situation. Lawyer to speak with this man, and the two grow men left an imprint on the mind of a mad man.
Completion
When I left the office specialist, said: "So little done, not used in full their talents, and the verse 25:15 of the gospel. Matthew will be to harass me the rest of my days. " Fortunately, in this period of his life I gave my all, even though it was half a year ago and most of the emotions and anger is gone, today is still giving it his all. An important question is: do you give your all, or maybe put off their plans for later? Love and care for loved ones, or maybe you still have time? Do not fool yourself, these mad doctors do not have much. Then I gave it everything, gives everything today. Is it important? Not as important as your life. We are born naked and naked die, but for all the forces of the universe, leave something in itself.
Task
Once everyone will be sleeping, lie on the ground and cover your whole body with a blanket (including head and feet). Imagine that you died. Your wife the morning waking up, gets your body, confused cries and cries of children or neighbors. After a few moments on the spot the police, ambulance and undertakers. After two days, your body is washed and dressed in a funeral parlor workers, put into a new home - the coffin. In the church, touching and talking to their loved ones, but no one can hear you. When the coffin is in the chapel and individuals come up to you, what you say in your hearts?
Suddenly four men approached and closes the coffin lid. Never again, no one sees your face live. The worst moment just before you. Procession very slowly approaching the cemetery, you see where the bottom will always be buried. Your whole being felt a blow of wood on the ground. "No, it can not be the end, it is not the end, open the coffin, after all, I'm alive. I am here. "
clergymen last time he asks the Lord for forgiveness of your wines, shed a few grams of soil, saying:" from the dust arose and to dust you shall return. " Further and closer to family, friends and foes are throwing flowers on the coffin. Any such impact of flowers on wood, like a stab in the back. You hear the cries of their loved ones and condolences made your mother, father, wife and children.
comes the one moment of clarity and an angel appears, saying:
- have seen their loved ones one last time, the last time you heard them also, remember this moment forever, because I never meet them.
- Why do not you meet? I am a Catholic, I believe in God, there's a better world?
- Angel responsible - Yes, there is a better world, but you will not see it.
- Why?
- nohow Since you live in this world, I also know that your heart conceals not achieved unrealized dreams and plans.
- agrees. I thought I'd live forever. I know just now what a fool I was, I gave the world one tenth of what I could practically afford it, I did everything just as, in order to survive. The last time his wife affectionately hugged a few months ago, I promised the children leave, unfortunately, by the influx of work we had to forget about it. So, now I remembered Children have responded fantastically to the way they were forgiving. How wonderful it was raised by my wife.
- Angel in the rapture he said - This is the best repentance. You will get one last chance, wake up and live as if it was your last day of life, and a blanket, which have been covered, burn.
- Thank you so much angel. I'll get up earlier, I lived, worked, fought. The end of the selfish man, look at your family and loved ones from a different angle. In this paper, and every day I give it everything and more. Do not sell your dreams, and I lived as if it was the last day of my life.
"... because I do not know the day nor the hour"
(Matthew 25:13)
PS is said to be extraordinary stories involving unusual people. I say that the extraordinary is to feel the cold breath of death, and experience it.
See you at the top
Nicodemus Marshall
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CentrumRozwoju.pl
This article is excerpted from website www.Artelis.pl
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