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last day of your life part I / II

author of the article is Nicodemus Marshall



"The goal of every human being is to achieve what has been covered by the daily routine"

Nicodemus Marshall



You may not believe in cited below and tell the story - it's fiction. And you know what? - You're right. If you believe that it really happened - or you're right. For me, this is not irrelevant, but it will be important to you only in the distant future.

Today my life is completely different. Maybe life itself is the same, but I am each day maybe, think and behave as if it was the last day of my life, because I used to believe that this is so.



After another return from a long journey filled with learning, gaining experience and meditations in silence, thinking over the people that I met: Portuguese, English, Irish, English, French and Swiss were so close, yet far away (with his thinking, approach to life and professed values), roused my wonder, but also questioned: as in Europe we so different? I do not see differences, but why so often speaking about them.

After a week of staying at home, one night I woke up dripping with sweat, it turned out that I have a fever. Morning there was a cold and headache unbearable.

Friend Chief of Hospital before my departure, each repeating:

- vaccinated and take with you a few drugs.

- Grzesiu course, thanks, but you know that will bring natural vitamins from the U.S., nothing may happen.

- It's does not help if the virus will attack you.

- Grzesiu No, thanks.

After a week's wife convinced me to go to the doctor.

doctor diagnosed pharyngitis and the common cold:

- Several adjuvant drugs, antibiotics and you will be well - said the head of the clinic.

After two weeks because of nasilających się bólów głowy, duszności oraz kaszlu, byłem zmuszony do ponownej wizyty.

- Witam pana. Stan się pogorszył? Musi pan dostać mocniejsze leki, dobrze się pan czuł, nie było wymiotów?

- Panie doktorze wymiocin nie było, ale nie czuję się dobrze.

- Proszę tutaj są nowe lekarstwa i antybiotyk.

- Doktorze, będę z panem szczery: nie mogę myśleć, spać w nocy, gdzieś się ulotniła bystrość umysłu.

- Jest pan młody, będzie pan zdrowy, te leki na pewno panu pomogą.

- Może jakieś skierowanie for specialized research?

- Sir, if you call into question my diagnosis? If the disease persists, please come in two weeks.

- does not dispute, but I can afford to pay for all the research, please give me a referral, or tell you what to do in this situation, it takes almost a month now and I feel weaker and weaker, as I was 80 years (although looking at my 87 year old grandmother who runs and is in full force, I feel like a 200 year old man).

- I have no doubt, but do not worry, it will better. (clenching his mouth came out)



passed since the first visit a month, the third time I went to the doctor with the same symptoms: a huge headache, breathlessness and coughing attacks. This time, the thought: "if something happens once, it is unlikely to happen in, but if something happens twice it is a good chance that will happen, and a third time." I went to another doctor in the same clinic:

- you could be here, this is the third visit, please go to your doctor!

- apparently I'm Mrs. for some reason, you know what!

- Well, do not philosophize, what ails you?

- I've just finished up any drug treatment, in turn, and my head still aches, cough, and sometimes I can not take a breath, feeling tired and I can not think, lost weight 8 kg.

- Is the manager ordered you to do basic research?

- No Doctor.

- So can you buy homeopathic light? I do not want to poison you again chemistry.

- of course, thank you.

- Please come per week to control, but it is necessary to me!

At that time, a friend of Gregory learned that I was at every doctor's just not him.

- you are bursting with pride? Why do not you say so long ill?

- Greg, so I'm almost healthy.

- Yes, a spirometer was? X-ray, blood test?

- No, no, I got medication, including homeopathic together. I think it's better.

- You must have done a comprehensive study, he never recovered.

probably the reaction of a friend, going to the predetermined control to the doctor he said:

- Please go to your manager, he will examine you.



U manager.

- Mr Speaker, please, here is a referral for an X-ray of the lungs, now we spirometer, blood test and you go to the ENT specialist and you will have swabs taken.

- That's all today? What happened?

- joking, of course, you yourself, please post here are referrals. How do you pick the results, please come to me. And you know - you do not like it throughout the surgery and I diminishes.

- Sure, it is a misunderstanding.

- Good morning, sir.

I sat in the clinic and thought. It is a miracle? Why is the practice manager directed me to research where new drugs? I called George to see if a miracle was not created by friends:

- Listen or interweniowałeś a center in which I try to heal?

- No, you go to when I was waiting for me? Your wife phoned to your lawyer!

- Lawyer say, well, it will be trouble.

After two weeks, with all the results in hand, I met again with the manager of the clinic. What I heard changed my view of the world, or rather its momentary perception:

- It's about you out loud in our clinic Mr. Speaker.

- Please call me Niko, Mr ... Johnny.

- Doctor, please return to your results if you consult with someone from outside?

- No Doctor.

(after a short while, watching the results, the doctor came out and returned with a second doctor)

- No, unfortunately we have bad news.

- I do not understand.

- You know, even the money will not help you.

- Have I made you something, Mr Harry?

- You're impatient and do not believe in doctors who treat you.

- but that a great word Mr. Harry. I understand that it was badly received my third visit in your employee. The doctor knows that the cough for over two months (maybe even longer, my trips and being among different cultures may have caused my illness). Today, after two months I'm sitting here, a weak, but with the will and desire of life.

- It's good that you have the will to live, because you have a lot of it was not.



- What? Revenge You left your wife? Doing private consultations, I invite you!

- "Listen. This is a specialist in our clinic, he will explain everything. Already having half of your results speculated what ails you.

- Did you have a problem? I thought that the doctor knows what he's doing?

- Do you know what it is chronic obstructive pulmonary disease?

- Harry, if I ask what means the muon neutrinos?

- I convey to you an important, even deadly message, and you deal with anything that does that.

- I have this habit, yet this information does not mean nothing to me because is not confirmed in any way.

- As this is not confirmed? You know I had this case for 20 years. Sir, there are two reasons, one of which is genetically loaded lungs. Did your father had a problem with your lungs in your age?

- Yes agree, was in the hospital just the lungs.

- This is one thing, the second antitrypsin deficiency, which destroys certain enzymes. You'll get a referral to a specialist, and please be prepared for a long stay in hospital.

- My condition will deteriorate?

- Dear Mr. Nick, I do not know. We can not to cure this disease, we do not know much about it, we know that is deadly and there are some drugs that prolong life, but everything is under investigation.

- Mr. Doctor, of course, joking and this is the effect of wounded pride?

- Please meet with this particular specialist, he already will have you filing.

- so too do Johnny!



After leaving, I sat in the lobby and started thinking. The doctor gave enough facts and information, I called immediately to Gregory:

- Gregory, manager told me that I have any pulmonary obstruction.

- This is a serious diagnosis, moreover, could not tell her the doctor's surgery, unless ... you never smoked, it's impossible. Come to me with these results.

- also got a referral to a specialist [name], what you think about it?

- I do not know, but it's a good specialist. As soon as you know anything more, call me.

The next day, being a specialist doctor, everything is repeated with more data and information. Ideally, I was convinced I would die.

I was given the chance, of course - drugs that cost thousands of dollars, and it really does not work.

- Doctor's hard for me to breathe, cough all the time. It's almost two months I was off from any social activity.

- Please visit us tomorrow to the hospital, you will lie with the terminally ill. You know, I will not hide anything, feel it is the smallest of your problems. This condition will deteriorate in anticipation of your question we do not know how long, maybe three months, six months, maybe a few years?

- Are you suggesting that I am unable to think rationally and brilliantly, and it will last until the end of my days? But doctors are for God's sake.

- GPs, yes, but not gods. I'm sorry.

went out slamming the door. Getting on the car radio to let go of his voice. So the first important association has been recorded by the musical piece "Luminous - Make it Happen" and "Lascia" from the album Cafe Del Mar Aria vol.3. I guess I sat in the car too long, because I rode a police patrol. "Well," - I thought, "Even a man can not think rozczulić to curse myself and the Creator."

gentlemen after a short conversation, understand my situation and left. "My end is to be a meditation on the end? But I have not yet started. Hey, wait, and sometimes there is not Szymon Majewski and cameras? They want to kill the biggest optimist in Poland? Yes, this is a test! "Unfortunately there were no cameras were convincing me the facts, charts and analysis of two doctors and the disease, which gave itself felt.



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Rebirth of the Phoenix


Motivation without borders




This article is excerpted from website www.Artelis.pl

A Letter Of Completion

unknown Black Two Door

author of the article is Nicodemus Marshall



"A poor person is a man without a purpose,

without science and without any desire to change, "Marshall
Nicodemus

some story I heard once that a judge przedstawiało, who lived in the Wild West. He had a strange habit, everyone criminals which condemned the hanging, he gave a choice: the gallows or black, unknown door. When it came time for execution, the judge that always managed to convict these words: "What do you choose - the gallows or black, unknown to the door?" Almost everyone who is proposed to select a rope. One day the sheriff asked, "Why is everyone going hanging, instead of the black door?". The judge replied: "They always choose something familiar, the will is from the unknown. People are afraid of something they did not know. I gave them the choice. " "What is behind this door?" - Asked the sheriff. "Freedom" - the judge said - "but very few people are brave enough to choose the way to the unknown."

Are you strong enough and brave? Why are so afraid of the black, unknown door? Do not you think suggests that they often choose mediocrity, when sufficient to exceed the black, unknown to the door, behind which may be unimaginable adventure, riches, friends. How many millions of people are choosing conformity, not even approaching to black, the big door. Of course, the door is a symbol of our fear of the unknown and foreign. To judge the choice was obvious, but he knows what is behind the door. Question to you - do you know what is behind your comfort zone and impact?

Remember when you wanted to do something new, and sometimes you say, I'm afraid that I do not know how to help it, now I do not want her family exposed to change, it can be risky. To get out of this trap, ask yourself another question: how do you know all this? If you already have phobias, fear of loss, it's better to experience this now, can be 5,10,15 or 20 years? What bad will happen if you fail? This is an important question. Using a pencil, write what the worst will happen if you do not succeed. All your fears and worries vanish.

Did you knew that you reach your goals, podjąłbyś decision now? What will you gain as a man? What benefits will reach your family?

studying biographies of famous personalities can be seen much, and the most important clue is the brief sentence: "Jump, just act, do it." Nike's slogan is: "Just do it."


how many people do you think the tombstone is inscribed the phrase


" Here lies one who never tried: born 1960, died 1990, was buried in 2007,"


Think how many books, films, songs, poems, performances, businesses, knowledge is not created, because we chose the noose. Life would not be exciting, every time we know what awaits us as "black and unknown doors."

fact that you did not work out does not matter, that you did not come out for the second time it does not matter, a what is important - your next attempt.

A media magnate said:

"No matter how many times incur failure, because they must occur, but your answer is relevant to this adversity."

These are sacred words in the letter called "fulfillment." Did you notice the success of today's stars, certainly, I, too, but what inspired me, is the number of failures and disappointments that had to go through. What does that say? About human endurance, and not the happiness they have. Saying: "This is lucky," we mean that happiness was not resigned. He was lucky that the audience did not heed advice and people who long ago gave up.

How many people now live in fear? Remember how in the "renaissance of the Phoenix," I wrote about the three fears. Here I have in mind another fear of procedure. Is it fear of failure, fear of ridicule? Most people are still afraid of something. Are two natural fears: fear of noise and falling, the rest is a determinant of childhood and the next day. From the perspective of a child this fear is justified, but answer me, what does the numbers of other negative feelings? Unsubscribe

now that the worst could happen if:

first Everyone around will laugh at you:

a) with me as a person: ....

b) of my words, actions, work: ....


Re. Are these people are worthy of your love, commitment and ideas? Do you postąpiłbyś the same on their site?


second What if the business fails and I lose all the savings? What do I need to do next, until you give up?

a )....



Re. What will I gain as a man on this experience? What will I learn? How will this affect my future in this direction? What change immediately?

One, a good question, you can change all your emotions and thoughts. And as it turns out, it's not so bad as you originally thought. In tandem with "fear" goes its bigger brother, who's name is "possibility." ineffective question is: "Should I go on a journey experiencing anxiety?" You can of course continue to sit and imagine how it would be cool if ... and wait for an occasion or opportunity that may arise in the future. Many people fear reinforces the use of visuals. Why is it that we are focusing on fear, rather than on profits from its defeat.

conclude this article the history of General Stonewall Jackson:

"During the Civil War, he held one evening a council with his generals. He planned a daring foray into the Shenandoah Valley of fire. In terms of strategy was a brilliant plan. Although the risk was serious, but there was a chance of winning. During the meeting a summary of the generals said

- "General Jackson, I'm afraid this plan. I'm afraid that he was not working out. "

According to a story, Jackson got up, put his hand on the shoulder of his subordinate, and said

- "Do not take advice from their fears, General. Do not advise a sort of fear. "





See you at the top

Nicodemus Marshall


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Rebirth of the Phoenix

Motivation without borders


This article is excerpted from website www.Artelis.pl

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extremely important law.

with understanding and application in the lives of two rights, a
which read in this issue of the newsletter may opt
a sense of happiness or unhappiness.
The success or failure ...

with acznijmy the law called "The Law of Correspondence
" . It says that whatever exists in
your neighborhood is also a reflection of
like that which occurred earlier in your head (without
matter, do you realize it, whether it is
subconscious).

P been avoiding all the diseases caused by
stress (ie, de facto, a state of mind), this right
effects can be observed even in
dealings with other people. If you're nice,
positive, is just such a reaction
call in other people (a large
most cases). If our approach is
arid negative - these too are people with whom we communicate
.

N and in the same way, our beliefs (even those rooted deeply
in the subconscious)
to translate what we experience in life. If a person
the one hand he wants to get rich, the other
still believes that all rich are thieves and resetting
on poverty
other exploiters - you may find that the latter
belief will be stronger and will sabotowało
aforementioned desire for wealth up.

P odsumowując - changing beliefs / thinking
change our reality.
positive approach to life and other people makes the world seem to us
more positive - the subconscious looks for
some "evidence" to confirm our
belief that the world is good - and easy
find it. It works the other way too, but this just
not recommend use ;)

T of us, on the basis of our beliefs we decide what
important to us something that happens in our lives
. Exactly the same failure will be a
one of us bad luck, the proof that nothing is
fail, and for other valuable lessons, etc. ..
challenge

C while the next right: "The Law of Sowing and Reaping
" - the law of sowing and harvesting. It tells the
simply that the sow is what you collect.
is quite similar to the previous law - for example, if
sow in your mind positive thoughts and
appropriate beliefs - you start to perceive the environment differently
.

P he right also shows that there is no collection
sowing. That, unfortunately, expect people who want to enrich
instantly and effortlessly - no matter whether they
for this purpose were playing dart, gave a stretch
to some "certain prizes" for companies
applying direct marketing, or on systems
make a pyramid "(not to be confused with multi-level marketing
- MLM).

P he right to collect hay and also says so
price of success - you want success, you want the achievements -
you in advance for them to pay a price. It also argues
that if you sow, you reap the
sure - if not this, then in another
form.

J eszcze one interesting way of looking at it
right: what we collect at this moment is the result
what we sow in the past. All the hours spent unproductively
before
TV, all the cigarettes smoked,
all the times in which we chose
instant pleasure, instead of thinking
perspective - if we sow - that
just collect the fruit. Life is
accumulates ...

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What can I do at the moment to take this
advice?
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P Develop over their beliefs, attitudes.
Believe the world are good, men are good,
money are good. Focus your attention on positive aspects
reality, and it becomes
better (in your eyes) ...

N iech your internal world will be happy
consistent, exactly, what you dream about - a
see that this view will gradually
to match the your vision - both through your actions
and change this, the What you focus your attention
.

D imaging advice: do not feed on negative news
which We are flooding the media, or at least
not worry them too much - just
the acquisition will not change anything, and hurt
your mood.

ykorzystaj The fact that life is accumulated.
Use it to sow what you want
collect later. Think in perspective and remember that once
you will suffer the consequences of their choices
today. Sooner or later the time will come
better collect and gather such
great condition due to old age
daily physical exercises rather than lung cancer in young
relatively century by cigarette smoking
...


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