author of the article is Nicodemus Marshall
"The goal of every human being is to achieve what has been covered by the daily routine"
Nicodemus Marshall
You may not believe in cited below and tell the story - it's fiction. And you know what? - You're right. If you believe that it really happened - or you're right. For me, this is not irrelevant, but it will be important to you only in the distant future.
Today my life is completely different. Maybe life itself is the same, but I am each day maybe, think and behave as if it was the last day of my life, because I used to believe that this is so.
After another return from a long journey filled with learning, gaining experience and meditations in silence, thinking over the people that I met: Portuguese, English, Irish, English, French and Swiss were so close, yet far away (with his thinking, approach to life and professed values), roused my wonder, but also questioned: as in Europe we so different? I do not see differences, but why so often speaking about them.
After a week of staying at home, one night I woke up dripping with sweat, it turned out that I have a fever. Morning there was a cold and headache unbearable.
Friend Chief of Hospital before my departure, each repeating:
- vaccinated and take with you a few drugs.
- Grzesiu course, thanks, but you know that will bring natural vitamins from the U.S., nothing may happen.
- It's does not help if the virus will attack you.
- Grzesiu No, thanks.
After a week's wife convinced me to go to the doctor.
doctor diagnosed pharyngitis and the common cold:
- Several adjuvant drugs, antibiotics and you will be well - said the head of the clinic.
After two weeks because of nasilających się bólów głowy, duszności oraz kaszlu, byłem zmuszony do ponownej wizyty.
- Witam pana. Stan się pogorszył? Musi pan dostać mocniejsze leki, dobrze się pan czuł, nie było wymiotów?
- Panie doktorze wymiocin nie było, ale nie czuję się dobrze.
- Proszę tutaj są nowe lekarstwa i antybiotyk.
- Doktorze, będę z panem szczery: nie mogę myśleć, spać w nocy, gdzieś się ulotniła bystrość umysłu.
- Jest pan młody, będzie pan zdrowy, te leki na pewno panu pomogą.
- Może jakieś skierowanie for specialized research?
- Sir, if you call into question my diagnosis? If the disease persists, please come in two weeks.
- does not dispute, but I can afford to pay for all the research, please give me a referral, or tell you what to do in this situation, it takes almost a month now and I feel weaker and weaker, as I was 80 years (although looking at my 87 year old grandmother who runs and is in full force, I feel like a 200 year old man).
- I have no doubt, but do not worry, it will better. (clenching his mouth came out)
passed since the first visit a month, the third time I went to the doctor with the same symptoms: a huge headache, breathlessness and coughing attacks. This time, the thought: "if something happens once, it is unlikely to happen in, but if something happens twice it is a good chance that will happen, and a third time." I went to another doctor in the same clinic:
- you could be here, this is the third visit, please go to your doctor!
- apparently I'm Mrs. for some reason, you know what!
- Well, do not philosophize, what ails you?
- I've just finished up any drug treatment, in turn, and my head still aches, cough, and sometimes I can not take a breath, feeling tired and I can not think, lost weight 8 kg.
- Is the manager ordered you to do basic research?
- No Doctor.
- So can you buy homeopathic light? I do not want to poison you again chemistry.
- of course, thank you.
- Please come per week to control, but it is necessary to me!
At that time, a friend of Gregory learned that I was at every doctor's just not him.
- you are bursting with pride? Why do not you say so long ill?
- Greg, so I'm almost healthy.
- Yes, a spirometer was? X-ray, blood test?
- No, no, I got medication, including homeopathic together. I think it's better.
- You must have done a comprehensive study, he never recovered.
probably the reaction of a friend, going to the predetermined control to the doctor he said:
- Please go to your manager, he will examine you.
U manager.
- Mr Speaker, please, here is a referral for an X-ray of the lungs, now we spirometer, blood test and you go to the ENT specialist and you will have swabs taken.
- That's all today? What happened?
- joking, of course, you yourself, please post here are referrals. How do you pick the results, please come to me. And you know - you do not like it throughout the surgery and I diminishes.
- Sure, it is a misunderstanding.
- Good morning, sir.
I sat in the clinic and thought. It is a miracle? Why is the practice manager directed me to research where new drugs? I called George to see if a miracle was not created by friends:
- Listen or interweniowałeś a center in which I try to heal?
- No, you go to when I was waiting for me? Your wife phoned to your lawyer!
- Lawyer say, well, it will be trouble.
After two weeks, with all the results in hand, I met again with the manager of the clinic. What I heard changed my view of the world, or rather its momentary perception:
- It's about you out loud in our clinic Mr. Speaker.
- Please call me Niko, Mr ... Johnny.
- Doctor, please return to your results if you consult with someone from outside?
- No Doctor.
(after a short while, watching the results, the doctor came out and returned with a second doctor)
- No, unfortunately we have bad news.
- I do not understand.
- You know, even the money will not help you.
- Have I made you something, Mr Harry?
- You're impatient and do not believe in doctors who treat you.
- but that a great word Mr. Harry. I understand that it was badly received my third visit in your employee. The doctor knows that the cough for over two months (maybe even longer, my trips and being among different cultures may have caused my illness). Today, after two months I'm sitting here, a weak, but with the will and desire of life.
- It's good that you have the will to live, because you have a lot of it was not.
- What? Revenge You left your wife? Doing private consultations, I invite you!
- "Listen. This is a specialist in our clinic, he will explain everything. Already having half of your results speculated what ails you.
- Did you have a problem? I thought that the doctor knows what he's doing?
- Do you know what it is chronic obstructive pulmonary disease?
- Harry, if I ask what means the muon neutrinos?
- I convey to you an important, even deadly message, and you deal with anything that does that.
- I have this habit, yet this information does not mean nothing to me because is not confirmed in any way.
- As this is not confirmed? You know I had this case for 20 years. Sir, there are two reasons, one of which is genetically loaded lungs. Did your father had a problem with your lungs in your age?
- Yes agree, was in the hospital just the lungs.
- This is one thing, the second antitrypsin deficiency, which destroys certain enzymes. You'll get a referral to a specialist, and please be prepared for a long stay in hospital.
- My condition will deteriorate?
- Dear Mr. Nick, I do not know. We can not to cure this disease, we do not know much about it, we know that is deadly and there are some drugs that prolong life, but everything is under investigation.
- Mr. Doctor, of course, joking and this is the effect of wounded pride?
- Please meet with this particular specialist, he already will have you filing.
- so too do Johnny!
After leaving, I sat in the lobby and started thinking. The doctor gave enough facts and information, I called immediately to Gregory:
- Gregory, manager told me that I have any pulmonary obstruction.
- This is a serious diagnosis, moreover, could not tell her the doctor's surgery, unless ... you never smoked, it's impossible. Come to me with these results.
- also got a referral to a specialist [name], what you think about it?
- I do not know, but it's a good specialist. As soon as you know anything more, call me.
The next day, being a specialist doctor, everything is repeated with more data and information. Ideally, I was convinced I would die.
I was given the chance, of course - drugs that cost thousands of dollars, and it really does not work.
- Doctor's hard for me to breathe, cough all the time. It's almost two months I was off from any social activity.
- Please visit us tomorrow to the hospital, you will lie with the terminally ill. You know, I will not hide anything, feel it is the smallest of your problems. This condition will deteriorate in anticipation of your question we do not know how long, maybe three months, six months, maybe a few years?
- Are you suggesting that I am unable to think rationally and brilliantly, and it will last until the end of my days? But doctors are for God's sake.
- GPs, yes, but not gods. I'm sorry.
went out slamming the door. Getting on the car radio to let go of his voice. So the first important association has been recorded by the musical piece "Luminous - Make it Happen" and "Lascia" from the album Cafe Del Mar Aria vol.3. I guess I sat in the car too long, because I rode a police patrol. "Well," - I thought, "Even a man can not think rozczulić to curse myself and the Creator."
gentlemen after a short conversation, understand my situation and left. "My end is to be a meditation on the end? But I have not yet started. Hey, wait, and sometimes there is not Szymon Majewski and cameras? They want to kill the biggest optimist in Poland? Yes, this is a test! "Unfortunately there were no cameras were convincing me the facts, charts and analysis of two doctors and the disease, which gave itself felt.
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